Reminiscing The Past

As of now I miss my classmates and friends a lot, and most of all I miss my whole life in Davao. Now I feel so alone and so blue. I would like everything to go back to normal. I want to live in my old life again. I want to go back there.
May 2005: when we are about to go in Davao, I’m so afraid but so excited. It’s my first time to ride in a plane, It was a very nice experience. Time goes by, and my mother enrolled me to this school, PHILIPPINE NIKKEI JIN KAI SCHOOL of DAVAO. My first day was not that good, but I already made friends, but on my observation, most of my classmates are brats, luckily my seatmates aren’t. but the students in my front was brats(I won’t say their name for their anonymity). Almost half of the girls “inaway ako”(fought with me). I felt so bad that time, but I didn’t take that seriously.

But now….

March 2009: I am about to leave my so called second house, Philippine Nikkei Jin Kai International school, I actually saw the improvement of our school, now it became international school. Im so sad, and I can’t stop crying, when my mother said I have to leave last March 23, 2009. Now that I Loved Davao, It’s really hard for me to go. But I don’t have anything to do I’m already here in Australia, kept on adjusting. I always remember the happy times of our batch, having my friends are really good, they are irreplaceable.

IT’S TRUE THAT YOU WILL FEEL VERY IMPORTANT WHEN TOU HAVE TO LEAVE.

After writing those things above, I opened my drawer and I saw Janica Te’s letter for me. Then I haven’t noticed my tears begun to fall. I really miss her everything.
Then when I was about to return Te’s letter, I saw Marga’s Letter for me. I even cried harder when I read it. I really miss Marga a lot, we haven’t cherished my last second in Davao.

Then I saw Fairy’s letter, I cried again. I also miss her. Then I saw Kathe’s letter, then she said, Raiza Issey Palogan Lu- yung parating naga-hug saakin (the one who always hug me). I really miss hugging her tightly. My day wont be completed if I won’t hug her. I really miss all of my friends.
For me it is really hard to leave, but I know someday or sometime, they will forget me and they won’t bother me anymore just say a tinny winy “hello”. I’m afraid on that to happen. But time can tell.


Note:
I miss everybody and everything that we’ve shared together….

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