Blogging became a ritual thing for me... Now blogging feels dry~ if you get what I mean... Giving up wont be the resolution to change my point of view. I love blogging, but me in the stage of emotional breakdown seems blogging wont help...
World full of neglecting people deserves death and be forgotten. I shouldnt be starting over again but for sake of my existence, a fresh and new start might help but the bruises and cuts from the past wont fade.
I though alcohol is the answer but it just put me into a deep sleep and waking me up in the middle of the nigth and didn't let me go back to sleep that led me to turning on the computer and started blogging.
I tried blogging to give me the opportunity to know myself, the plan did work. I did learn things about myself. Leaving a hobby is going to be a hard thing. So I wont, but probably I will rarely post from now on. This is not a "good-bye" but therefore to cleanse my mind, and blog about good things.
There is nothing to worry about... Me being perfectly fine will be achieved soon.
-narcissisticblogger-
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