thank you!!!

雅莊王edgd春2蕙婷余惠其~谢谢!! Youre giving me hope.... I hope you'll have a good life!!!

I've been updating my tumblr for weeks now, AND  I still only have one follower, and that's my ever-supporting friend Angell...I hope 2 weeks from now I get more followers, if you know someone tell them to follow me in tumlr....

http://www.narcissisticblogger.tumblr.com/

Thanks....

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Tumblr is BOORING~

It takes you ten years to have followers..... and then all you have to do is to reblog-reblog-reblog....unless you can be bothered making photo blogs.... Blogger is for me, better, here I can express...there no one reads what you post...and they think more about their fame.......

all I have to do there is hard woork but my problem is TIME~!

so yeah....Im back here....

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I'm not breaking up with BLOGGER

I will never break up with blogger but I due to amusement I decided to go start using my tumblr account. I will start fixing and posting on tumblr this holidays, so goodluck to me~

I have so many things to talk about now and I dont even know where to start...

We'll start on monday...

I went to Jenny's house, It was fun~!(Yeah EBONI!) we did many crazy stuff, unfortunately my honey(Eboni) didnt come and Camille went home early so I was left with the 3 koreans, they were fun to be with and first time to see -------- to ---------- and see --------- ------ing........ They did my eyebrows, BONNIE was freaking pro~ in plucking eyebrows I didnt feel any pain while she was doing it..... Kelly did my make up and Jenny tried to do my hair but she PHAILED coz I kept on moving my head.

Tuesday...

Whole day practise for the performing arts night,,,, That was a very tiring day....

Wednesday....

Whole day practise and at 7.30 the performing art night started... It went well, I did well... so I hope I got good marks for it.

Thursday....

We played badminton singles roundrobbin...

my score was 3|1|1|2|1|3 = 11

I got my first 1 when I verse eboni, she freaking CHEATED!!!! grrr.....

FRIDAY....

I got my report back today.....my Grade was... i guess theyre okay,,,, not high enough to satisfy my expectations.... I dont like my drama teacher's comment....



soooo......SEE YOU READERS IN TUMBLR....


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I decided to be silent and keep my words hidden

Blogging became a ritual thing for me... Now blogging feels dry~ if you get what I mean... Giving up wont be the resolution to change my point of view. I love blogging, but me in the stage of emotional breakdown seems blogging wont help...

World full of neglecting people deserves death and be forgotten. I shouldnt be starting over again but for sake of my existence, a fresh and new start might help but the bruises and cuts from the past wont fade.
I though alcohol is the answer but it just put me into a deep sleep and waking me up in the middle of the nigth and didn't let me go back to sleep that led me to turning on the computer and started blogging.

I tried blogging to give me the opportunity to know myself, the plan did work. I did learn things about myself. Leaving a hobby is going to be a hard thing. So I wont, but probably I will rarely post from now on. This is not a "good-bye" but therefore to cleanse my mind, and blog about good things.

There is nothing to worry about... Me being perfectly fine will be achieved soon.

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I didn't go to school today...

You know why? because my eye is still swelling and I dont want everyone to see it. while I am typing here I am watching a movie, its making me cry right now...TT___TT

Its a very sad story, but really sweet. Its been days-OFF for me since the day I had the surgery. My mum didnt made me do house chores and going out of the house to avoid stressing my eye.

Back to the movie...It just went pass the climax...and the story is slowly ending now but I dont know if there will be an anti-climax...=))

There is always something special with snow... I want snow too!!!

You know my eye is actually getting better now....Im so happy coz the lump is fading-and-fading now...

THE MOVIE just ended, It ended up happily, I hope the ending of my life will be as happy as the movie.

This weekend I watched:

The movie is a bit wierd, children under 13 years of age won't understand it.

and I watch this too....this one is better....

I dont wanna talk about it

I just had THE surgery...and I dont wanna talk about it....

for worried PEOPLE...

I am perfectly fine....

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Studying 'MUCH ADO ABOUT NOTHING' at the moment

Tomorrow is the day....and the day is tomorrow....I'll be under 'the knife' for the first time ever...

We just finished watching the movie Much ado about nothing we still need to finish the book. Its a really enjoyable play. Its appreciate-able. I enjoy Shakespeare choice of words...THEY're FANTASICALLY AMAZING.

We played Badminton today, we did round-robbin

our pointing was like this:

3- winner in the match
2- deuce in the match
1- Loser in the match


our score was like this

3|3|3|3|1|1|1|2 =  17

the highest got 23.

We started losing when we played against the chinese couple....from then on we started getting 1

ow-well....

FARE YOU WELL BELOVED READERS, and thou shalt read the next post of mine...

GO KOREA!!!!~ OLE-OLE-OLE-OLE-LE-LE!

I heard that they Korea won against Greece....WOOOOH~!

okay....FOR EVERYONE I've got bad news.

I am having a surgery on Friday, 3:35PM. I will hope for supporters and please people pray for me. I don't wanna die in such a young age. I had my check-up today and I am diagnosed for having EYE CHALAZION, and I am going to be excised to get rid of it. If you wanna know more info about chalazion go google it.

goodluck to me!!!

im already nervous though....


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A movie I recommend for asians~

I think westerners will not really understand the point of the story.....but its fun to watch though:
its a smart movie....

NO POSTS...NO LIFE...YES DEATH...

I haven't posted for a very long time

OKay so I'll make everything breif, short, but updating......


June 8: I seul's dream
She had this wierd dream and I was the main character and when a dream contains me its probably a wierd one....and her dream turned out really wierd...ow DUH!?

so her dream was.....

we were in our Japanese Class...and I was... full-on singing and dancing 'I go crazy because of you' infront of the whole class(why me?) and she said I had this really FUNNY "pretty" face(you know I just added pretty) that caused everyone cracking up....I dont know how it ended up, but who cares. She's more of a freak than me.

June 9: HISTORY PRESENTATION
I enjoyed the whole thing...the "koreans" did a really great job. I hope we got perfect marks coz we deserve it.(but thats not the whole story of it, somehow there's another side of it). Its really tempting to tell it to the world but the thing is I am trying to cover up the fragile identity of a friend. I can tell it to you in private....I really wanna spill it out because it's like thorns in me if I wont let those words out.

June 10: Badminton Competition
We are currently doing badminton for PE...we will do a round robbin to be graded. The first Practise of round robbin we didnt notice but I knew it afterwards that it was a competition between PHILIPPINES vs. CHINA, then the next round we ahd a fight against PHILIPPINES vs. KOREA, the koreans cheered for us by singing the "PILIPINO!PILIPINO" lyrics extract from teh song 'Bebot'. No one won on that fight because we got lost on tracked with the scores, but who cares I enjoyed it, I also cheered for them by singing the world cup cheer "Ole, ole, ole, ole-le-le-le" from the song 'We are the one'.

June 11: Free Haircut in school
I got a free fringe treaming from a korean hair expert, courtesy of Jaeyi. Im so thankful...If you just know how hard it was for me to see when my fringe got long. But because of her my life was saved. and IT was free I dont have to pay 25 bucks and bother to go to the hairdresser. hahay~

YESTERDAY:
I stayed up late watching movies which are:

a good one....and I know I sounded stupid in the middle of the night with a really low volume of the TV but I was laughing really loud. BUT there were many dry parts that they shoudl have not included...

AND that

Dont be confused...its a korean movie...and its a good one too!

so much for now....thats all for today~i guess...

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today...IS A DAY

Good DAY to everyone....

Its already THURSDAY....

and nothing very important happend today but today is a relief...because, I found out something depressing....but today its all good....

My friend (I can't mention her name), told me a secret about her life that only me and her other close friends know. It was the first time she shared a secret to me....does she consider me as one of her close friend now??? if she does its a great pleasure....

when she told me it, I am a good listener but never been a good adviser...so don't expect too much from me...

her story made me sad....i dont really know how to help...you can see from her face yesterday the sadness and teary eyes that made me more worried.

Another question for today:
Am I mean??? I know I am not....maybe sometimes but...maybe people just missed interpret me...

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Today and yesterday many people said that I am SOOOO narcissist...I think its getting worse and worse....what shall I do???

my sis, my mum, my friends....told me that Im so proud of myself and aside from that, they think that I am a perfectionist...Am I that inlove to myself and so selfish and judgeful towards people???



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To early for blogging....

30 minutes from now, I am going to take a shower and dress up, prepare lunch, eat breakfast......then go to school.

Yesterday was multi-cultural day.....not that extravagant...=)

OKay I am addicted to these songs right now...."염장송"- and "If you pretend"-Kim Jong Wook....grrrr They're stuck in my beautiful head.

I cant find any MP3 of 염장송......its taking me years to find one, aside from I cant read hangul, there's no MP3 of it.

Please help me people.....!!!

I have 10 minutes left to type everything I have to say....

My week started really good...nothing bad happend...welll Im happy about it.

You know whats taking me soo long to type....im still searching for 염장송 for any MP3 file of it....

5 minutes more....

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cicsJz1kjfA

watch that.....

bye GTG...always BRB...heheh=)))


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Im A BIT HAPPY today....and yesterday, and the day before yesterday, and before the day before yesterday....

Hi!!! I havent posted anything in like 4 days....I was busy.

Yesterday I signed in in FitnessFirst, that means I'm working out now to burn my flabbing belly. WAIT for the results.

I'm having good days...I enjoyed this week. I hope next week will be like this. I've been working on my Photography assignment for the last few days, and now I'am finish, including the written work. Im so relieved...all I have to do now is to print them. I'll show you my artwork when I already submitted it to my teacher this friday.

If Filipinos have Jejemons...some asian countries have KEKEMONS...the type like this:

Hai~!!! How r u?  ngaw~~Kkkkk...*_* o_O T__T @_@....

or....

HEEEYA....looolsss.....Kekekekek~!


*Kekemons have smaller population than Jejemons....You wont notice some of the Kekemons because they write the same as normal people, because they are normal....

JEJEMONS are just terrible and write like this:
Enxooo...pfoUr DeEiiii AdDDdd....Ureee qKUuTtt....Jejejejeje..

(translation:Thank you for the add, you're cute...heheheh)

see how annoying they are....

I LOVE Kekemons.....

but I am not one of them...*u*



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My ego and I had special time spent with each other

That special time is over-time studying. Now I understand the concept of geometry. Its been raining the whole week now, I kinda like the weather but it's hard to go home safely avoiding rain, for sure when you got home you're soaking wet.

I am proud to say that I got perfect marks for my Photography assessment, eventhough 3/4 of it was copy/paste skills. dont tell my teacher about that...I still havent started the part 2 of it, and it is due next week, friday.

My fringe is getting longer now, maybe two weeks from now I'll go to the hairdresser to get my hair trimmed. I wanna get my hair permanently straight, but I'm not yet emotionally ready=))

I know I havent posted for a long time due to trying to make my marks go back high again.

ow...and this was the photos of the prettiest ME and people during the party:

http://www.blogger.com/post-create.g?blogID=6240009554046365909

and http://www.facebook.com/#!/photo.php?pid=230867&id=1691614050&fbid=1124144679100
and http://www.facebook.com/#!/photo.php?pid=230874&id=1691614050&fbid=1124146759152 (look at my pretty shoes there)


that's all for today beloved readers.enjoy the rainy day.=))

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STRIKE FOUR...that's it you're out!

I can't tell who's involved with this....I can't tell you why....you can ask me in private. I'm tired from school today, I played badminton for sports and table tennis as well....I suck at table tennis=( but who cares. I have to catch up in maths...Can someone help me with geometry...I am having a really hard time with it....please.

thanks...

I think that's all for today

I don't wanna talk about the party.

BA-BYE....

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I'm in the land of FAR FAR AWAY...

I wanna go home now..I will miss my bed, my pillow, my quilt, my quilt cover, my side tabe, my computer, my kitchen, my everything. Its alright though, its just a night...tomorrow will be good, Im coming home and at night I'll be in a parteeee, YEEYA!!! LOOL... things are pretty cheap here, loveee EET~! before I go home I'll buy something really nice for me. Im having masive headache right now, from the heat of the oven some A******L, you know what I mean. Dont think wrong =)) I want morrreee...so yeahh I'll get some more so see ya next time.


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Hallo!Hallo!Hallo!Hallo!Hallo!Hallo!Hallo!Hallo!catch!catch!Hallo!Hallo!

GOOOOOOD AFTERNOON PEEPZ!

my afternoon was not that good and I wont consider it good. We had ING-GU-RISH essay today. I was prepared but I dont know why on the moment the paper is infront of me  I suddenly forgot everything...GRRRR! But who cares...(me!) Tomorrow is mufty day, I DONT KNOW WHAT TO WEAR. Im not going to school on friday coz...i'll get sick. I can predict the future. I was "burning my eybrows" last night (idiomatic expression used by filipinos for "studying hard") for the essay and I think I epicly PHAIL~

Readers....

Thanks....

BAH-BYE....

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HAD MY HAIR DONE!!!

okayyyyy.....I had my hair cut last friday...A very RANDOM thing to do in a busy cold night. Aside from that the can't-stop-looking-at-the-mirror syndrome is attacking me....I'm still confused if my hairdo fits my lovely face. Im really uberly nervous to show it to everyone on monday....OW and YEAH...When the hair dresser was starting to cut the fringe, my heart suddenly beats fast...Dont you just hate that feeling???

I'm excited as well at my friends reactions...I hope its all I get are going to be positive(fingers-crossed)...

I guess that's all for today readers...Love youssss..BA-BYE

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Extended Happiness..=)

Im happy today..AGAIN. which is good and unbelievable. Today is the last day of NAPLAN...Im not that relieved because after this, half yearlys are next and some assensments.

Somethingsss really shocked me today that I could never imagine....I knew at first there was something wrong,.ow well....

I know this post is really short.....sorry...

if I have time I'll transfer to tumblr...

might be sooooon.... DW!!!


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WHAT?

Hello readers....

 I love this day...I cooked a very simple BUT very delicious dinner tonight..I don't know what got in to me. I ate a lot today.

Many people made me smile today...I'm soooo happy that today seems sooo bright... I also like the weather today, cold but sunny.....

I dont even know where to start.....okay I'll try my very best to briefly tell everything.

My day started with NAPLAN...it wasnt that hard...its a piece if chicken. Then Photography class,it was a breeze...then recess, hmmmm what did I do during recess???ow yeah, I bought some BURNT wedges then hung around with the aznsss, somehow I enjoy hanging around with them, they're cool. I was kept on teasing the stick-like-body body of Angell. after that I had english...english was a bludge, just chit-chated with Herschell. On the way to change rooms, H. was noticed by a random girl and said "pull down your skirt, HONEY"...I cracked up laughing...BAHAHAHA! then in PE we did javelin..soooo sad I lost my javelin skills. then I had lunch I threw my sandwich coz Im sick of eating the same kind of lunch the whole week. I hung around the azns again. Then I had science, there is something TRUE about my science class that I cannot deny, I was also approved by my fellow classmate, the one that looks like BOM,  that everyone there aside from me and BOM are literally STUPID....freaking princess! grrr.... Then I went home with a huge smile on my pretty FACE...

Okay...I gtg...love youssss

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=)))))))))))))))))))))))

I just had NAPLAN this morning. I'm not totally in the mood to go to school. But actually I'm in a good mood right now....After school I didnt need to pick up my sister sooooo....I went to westfield with Camille. just window shopping and all that.

During the last period Jenny and Bonnie said that I look like a 다람쥐...grrr..I dont know if I'll take that as insult or a complement. I dont really think that they're cute. I GOT TO GO!!!

P.S. NAPLAN is quite alright.....


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HTMLS~

Okay...I'm freaking tired!!! see how ugly and messy my site is..please just bare with me. I'll fix it nextime,,,BAHBYE

I RECIEVED ANOTHER "BOOBSPAM"

Cant some people stop giving me boob spam, I know I WRITE crap stuff but it doesn't mean that they need to give me those kind of comments, I may be a bit "LIBERATED" if that's the way they call people like me... but I still don't deserve boob spams, Ow well....

I haven't posted since last decade.

I LOVE BLOGGING but they said that BLOGGING is freaking dangerous. That through blogging people can stalk you stuff like that. WHO WOULD LIKE TO STALK ME??? crap!

I'm getting really annoyed with someone...I cant mention her name but you can ask me privately who's she...okay???

she's getting on my nerves now. I pity her for she is a very lucky girl but why DID she let her life be so crappy like that, maybe for her it isn't crappy at all but if you'll try to compare it to reality....its way so different. In reality you can spell fun in different ways(if you get what I mean...), she...only spell fun in one way and it is F-U-N. if you didn't get my point well I'll put it in other way..for example person 1 is friends with group A, B, C, and D, but she is not friends with any of those groups her friends are out of the alphabet. GET WHAT I MEAN NOW? still not??? okay another example I am free to do anything, say anything, have anything, She..can have limited things to do, limited things to say, and have chosen things to have.

maybe that's enough.....

I wanna write more but...I'm already hungry I need to make something to feed my complaining stomach.

Kimchi Ramen + "let there be light" + crappy day

Im tired today. Now I am eating Kimchi Ramen....IT BURNS!!! but delicious. Today is booring, My laptop DIED. I have to go to the retarded-guy-that-doesnt-know-anything-technical-support-person on monday. I wanna sleep sooo much....... I didnt do that much productive today.

YUMMMM!!!

DEAR SLEEP,

I used to hate you when I was still a kid,
but now...I LOVE YOU SO MUCH....

                                    Your ultimate fun,
                                            -NarcissisticBlogger-

FACEBOOK LONER...

Im banned to log on on facebook during school days. BullCrap! I didn'd had a good day at school...aside from today's weather was cold people were mean...I wanna sleep and sleep and sleep and sleep and sleep, endless sleeping. I woke up late this morning though and catched the late train...ahrrrgggggg...I WANNA SLEEP!!!! okay gtg i wanna sleep, but before sleep i'll studdy for 30 minutes...

I'm planning to do something special today........but I cbb!

I wanna eat this.......

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I nearly saw DEATH....

exactly 12.45, Mum, my sister and I went out of our house. The moment we were about to go out, a lady on the floor carrying her baby daughter shouting for help in the street-side infront of our building. The Indian girl, the one who first saw lady, was just standing there watching the lady's pain. My mum directly called 000 but due to panicking she dialed 0000 instead, so I was the one to call, but I don't know what to say to the emergency girl so I gave the phone to mum. I don't really know what to do...The lady is Chinese and cannot speak English very well we tried to understand what was wrong through her hand signals. Its only us who helped the lady, our neighbours were just staring. My mum was also shouting for help her!" to the audiences and passer-bys, The lady was holding her unconscious daughter. the emergency girl instructed my mum to shake the baby and check if she is breathing. Everything was good. but the lady was still crying. When some chinese mandarin speaking people passed I understood what happend, her daughter had a siezure and then became unconcious. The police came then after a minute the ambulance came. I was shaking and I had goose bumps until the end of the day. I cant get over it.

When my mum tried to shake the baby, the baby didnt woke up.

I realised something very important today, I should have studied chinese and went to a chinese school when I was still in the philippines.

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Yesterday I wasn’t able to post something about yesterday because I was so busy…


I woke up late yesterday, 6.45. So I had to catch the late train not the 8.03 one. Drama period was boring and a bit embarrassing, coz we don’t have something to present while the other groups have really superb presentations. Then in second period we had ANZAC assembly. The programme made me sleep. But I just rested my eyes during the assembly. After recess I had Japanese(にほんご), third period was a total bludge, せんせい was absent so an old lady took over our class, she said せんせい left us some work but he didn’t left any work, no one told the old lady so we didn’t do anything, we just played with our laptops. It felt like I wasted the 62 minutes of my life. Then followed by religion class, another bludging period. Yesterday was MURDER. I didn’t do anything reproductive in school. Second half of Lunch was fun, but the first half wasn’t, you know why??? Coz ANGELL put her bag on the top of my laptop that was sitting prettily on the bench, and now my laptop’s case have unnecessary scratches.GRR! the on the second half, Camille and I went to the yr 10 quad and disturb the quiet group of Carizza, Carizza was kept on asking to go away. But she didn’t succeed we stayed and had a little chit-chat. We went to the dance room to watch her pals dancing for the multi-cultural day. Her friends practising an Indian dance, they’re like all Indian girls and one aussie then suddenly a familiar song started and it was LOLLIPOP, I can’t believe that Indian girls are listening to kpop, that was really shocking but pretty amazing, I was expecting Indians only listen to Bollywood. LOL! We were too noisy in the dance room and didn’t hear the bell, I was nearly late in maths class….Ow well!!!

The after school, I didn’t go home with my sister coz she went to Junnie, her friend’s, house. So I went to the station with Camille. When I got home I slept, then woke up at 5:45, I had to go to Camille’s house at like 6.

I went to her house to practise for Sunday. I went home at 11:45. She, her sister and KP walked me to my house. The moment we were saying our goodbyes and seeyas became insults. This’ how it went:

Camz: Bye NIGA!

Me: Bye NIGA-SQUARED!

Cariz: BYE BLACKY!

Me: BYE PUTI(white)

Me to camz: Bye SUNOG(burnt)

Camz: Bye fatty

( I was soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooO offended)

Me: Bye BONES
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The end!

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LAPTOPPPPP

We recieved our laptops today, I wasnt really that excited to recieve one in the first place. The screen was really ugly!!! grrr... and the colour is not pleasing. Im still thinkoing if should I put the skin on. I dont really like the skin because the redness that I was expecting was not the red I wanted. Aside from that the laptop is TOOOOOOOOO SLOW, it takes you ages to turn it on. Ow well were still lucky though.

Im using the internet without permission, my mum's still at work and my sis went to Jenolan caves so no one knows Im using it. BWHAHHAHA. Im still thinking what background to make for my laptop...

Help me choose:

or this....

oooopss I gtg, my mum just called and she said she's near the house already.....


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KOREAN DRAMA MARATHONING plus a Japanese horror film

We've watched these:

and this....

and this japanese horror...

Tomorrow is BACK TO SCHOOL!!!!

Long time no POST.

I have a pretty busy holizz....Some visitors went to our house for vacation. Its really exhausting trying to entertain them.

I've watched these movies:

Its a good one.....and this as well.....

and this....

AGAIN.

and this....

It has the same story as this....

I'll tell you all my stories next time.....I gtg...

ba-BYE!

Today, yesterday, NEVER!

Today I started my by crying, I watched 내 머리 속의 지우개 this morning, I think this is the 1000000000th time I've watched this but I still cried. I just wanted to cry for fun. Its an "alright" movie for me. Yeah I am a cry baby....=((

I havent been online for ages, I told you I am not allowed to use the internet anymore. But Its okay, no not really. I havent told you my stories for the past few days.

THURSDAY(1st april '10)

I went to Camille's house for 45 minutes and went home. When I got home my mum got angry. read my post "Grrrrr..." .

FRIDAY(2nd april '10)

Camille went to my house, we did nothing.

SATURDAY(3rd april '10)

My family, Camille's family, Metilla Family, to Francis' family, and ate Flavees went to Terrigul(idk if I spelt that correctly). my mum, my older sis, camille, carizza, falveez, and me went to an adventure near NOWHERE. LOL. We went to "the Entrance" and watched the bird feeding. That day was sooooo FUN!

SUNDAY(4th april '10)

Went to church, with mum and my lil sis. Camille and carizza were there as well, her family, metilla family, and etc, We practised at there house for the praise and worship on sunday.

TODAY

and today I dont know what will happen...I am hoping for a nice adventure.



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I was shocked when my sis showed this to me, philos are REALLY thick-faced. Well I am proud to be a Filipino! My sis got that from tumblr.com. I disagree with that but who cares!

 

I find this TRUE, absolutely true..do you?

Grrrrr......

My mum kept on nagging, coz I told her about the mark I got in science and math test. I had a kinda low mark. As you can see I werent able to post anything from the past three days, I am not allowed to use internet anymore if I have nothing to do important. Grrr, she said my concentration is not for studying anymore, and she confirmed yesterday that I am not allowed to do hiphop dance lessons for next term anymore. blah-blah-blah! I had a happy day yesterday though. See yah on my next post.

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WHERE WERE YOU MADE????

Kinda crappy day2day. I had an infringement FOR not wearing a hat in sports. I didnt purposely left it at home, I forgot about it, I remmembered about the hat when I was already in the station, I CBB to go back home just for that hat. OW WELL~! I am drinking coconut juice right now. So~ delicious. at the same time I am facebooking, blogging and doing a poster(its my older sister's assignment). I am happy its not sunny today. During sports a random INTERESTING question popped out in my mind. And it's "where were you mad???". I asked Bonnie, Kelly, Isra, and RAchel that question, Sadly kelly didnt understand my question. So Rachel did a hand gesture, an inappropriate hand gesture. If you dont know what I mean, I'll show it to you tomorrow. LOOL!!!

Time to go....BABYE for now~~~

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RETREAT or TRICK?!

Sooo....as you can see i hvant posted anything for ages. Well the reason is I want to a retreat or encounter or also called church camp. Pastor Hovert said that it will be BORRINGGG~ but nah, It was fun=) I enjoyed every single second and moment.

FRIDAY

We had an excursion for history in Morpeth. It was a nice old place. BUT THE WORST THING THAT DAY WAS IT WAS SOOOO HOT!!! I sat beside Camille in the bus. ON the way going to morpeth THEY watched the movie Gallipolli, I didnt bother to watch it. Coz I know its booring, Me and Camille just listened in my ipod. In the way back we watched the sisterhood and the traveling pants. I watched it coz it sounds interesting. Its a good one though. There's something happend way back. Coz my camera has a mirror at its back Camille used it to see the reflection of her teeth because she has to put her elastic bands thingy for her braces. And she had trouble hooking it in. For the whole trip she was busy putting it. In the end my camera was full of Camille's saliva.....

BY 5:30, Her family picked me up for the camp.The short trip was fun! The activities started that night, by the way we were late. We slept at like 12 something. Were not allowed to use our phones and any gadgets. I dont have source of time so I just kept on guessing,..

SATURDAY

MOST FUN DAY....I woke up at like 4:30, then I slept back, the woke back again at 5:30. I woke Camille immediately the moment I woke up.

Translated in English
raiza: Camille......
camille: WHAT!?(with a huge loud voice)

raiza: SHHHHHH! people are stille sleeping....

camille: (I forgot what she said)

raiza: The boys are already playing basketball outside...

Then after waking camile up I woke up Carizza.....

A LOT OF FUN THINGS HAPPEND THIS DAY...Im not going to tell you....YOU SHOULD TRY TO GO TO A RETREAT TO EXPERIENCE THE FUN.

We slept at like 11.

SUNDAY

The last day. Kinda sad coz I dont wanna leave. We woke up at 6:30. I werent able to wake up early because I had a good sleep.

IT WAS REALLY FUN......

Maybe It wouldnt be that fun without Camille and Carizza. I thank them so much!

-narcissisticblogger-

KINDA EXHAUSTING DAY~

My day started with an "ALRIGHT" morning. I had a pretty booring english period. I am reading a booring novel entitled: THE CHRYSALIDS. I'll tell what it's about after I finish reading it. Then in second period I had drama class. We have an assesment task thing its called "THE SLAP". I sucked in our performance. had too many blockings...My stereotype was a BARBIE-SHOPAHOLIC-BITCH. I enjoyed watching other groups' performances, they were soo GOOD, as in TOTALLY~ I brought my white dress for costume but too bad, I didnt use it coz my groupmates forgot to bring their costumes, so I only wore my crappy white and green striped asquith girls high summer uniform WITH Eboni's Super-dooper-gorgeous-most pretty- EVER-silver shoes with 4 cm heels, I asked her to let me borrow last night. They were the prettiest formal shoes ever! Too bad I didnt had picture wearing it. AND I also brought my neon pink shoes with 2 cm heels, incase Eboni forgot to bring it. Bec used it coz "she forgot to bring her costume". FUCK! They're pretty as well. They're eye catching. I once used them while shopping in the westfield, in my first 30 minutes in the shops I like counted 13 people stared at it. They were all ladies but after 20 min there were like 10 more people stared at it PLUS one GAY guy. Then I stopped counting, cant be F*****. Back to my day... I cracked up NON-STOP in science, I tried to read Kelly's palm and it was hilarious Me and Jade made up a story of her future, you dont need to know coz the story is sooO racist. Then I was running in HELL during sports(x-country). It's hot but 1.6 feels longer than 2.something that we've ran today. Camille beat me by one second. Then Maths was booring... I am so annoyed with my classmates...Can't they move ON!!! simple ALGEBRA jeez! When will they move me in the top maths CLASS!??? grrr....

I had a good they though....

My drama teacher said, a pair of shoes could build up your character in a performance. So a simple thing could change everything....~~~

-narcissisticblogger-

Uberly STUDYING~!

I dont wanna be grounded for 6 months....I need to study-study-study-and study-then study-study again-more study-endless studying! Its like 2:41am... I'll go sleep at 4. Hahay~

PHAILING is part of human's life. But I am not a human(joke!). Its just that failing is not in my vocabulary. I dont wanna listen to my mum saying "blah-blah" stuffs about studying. Okay this could be the possible statements of my mum IF I'LL FAIL~:

(translated in english)

What happend to that? You didnt study again? what did you do Facebooking and chit-chatting with your friends.......................(after 2 hours of saying "Blah-blah" stuff NON-STOP)......What did you cook for dinner???

(Then after she rest for a while)........NO more computer for months....I'll hide the internet....(another 30 minutes of nagging)..........(then she'll stop).....

(when I am about to sleep)......(she'll repeat the sermon again)..............................

GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!

okay I gtg concentrate now....
BA-bye!

suFerKaliPragilistiK!

I HAD  a good day...HAD! coz the english period killed me from boredom and drama class killed me from exhaustion. I let my drama skills out in the whole period in drama. I slept in my english class for like 42 seconds, then Bec asked me for tissues, then I woke up. Its sooO hOt. Our substitute teacher in english tried to ruin my day but "Bleeeeeeh" she failed.

I AM HAPPEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~!

I dont know why.....

-narcissisticblogger-

Another-ICECREAM-story

Me and my sister(Ravonni Lu) went to Chatswood yesterday. IT was a FUCKING bad DAY. No trains!!! coz the're fixing the freaking rail lines. So we have to take the bus then stop in Gordon to ride train going to Chatswood. It was a bumpy ride on the bus. And it was sooooooooO HOT(like me!), I think I got more tanner now, my precious tan skin..TT____TT. When we arrived in Chatswood(I love chatswood so much), We went to mandarin centre to go to Sony centre to buy an external DVD drive. We already asked for a reservation (two weeks ago) for a white one so that the DVD drive will match my sister's laptop. But unfortunately they didn't have the stock!. GRRR...Our purpose in going there was for that DVD drive, and it was PHAIL~! Early that morning we were planing to go to Eastwood instead,but my sister my said how about her DVD drive. SooooOoo....its about 4 something...so instead going home we went to Chatswood Westfield  . She asked me if I'm hungry, I said NO...I am THIRSTY...she said 'me too, Let's go to iyoghurt'. Coz I am prettier than her, I'm the one who always buy in the counter. So this is how the Ice cream story starts....

 In iyoghurt

(the asian dude): Hello, how are you?

(me): Good, Yoghurt icecream please....I mean two ice cream...

(the asian dude): what flavour?

(me): the other one is blueberry, and the other one is Blueberry, chocolate...and stawberry

(the asian dude): Ha? again.....the first one is JUST blueberry, the the other one is Blueberry, chocolate, and strawberry

(me): yup....^_^

(the asian dude): Can I have your name?

(I heard " CAN I GET YOU ANYTHING?")

(me): No thats all...

(the asian dude): huh? Can I have your name please?

(I heard " CAN I GET YOU ANYTHING?"..again)

(me): NO thats all...

(the asian dude): pardon?

(me): NO thats all...

(the asian dude): Noooo...what's your NAME???

(me): Owww..."Raiza".... Sorry.....

(the asian dude): Nah its alright.....$9.20 please

(I was holding fourty bucks and I just gave it to him and said...)

(me): oww....sorry..again...(and I grabbed the other 20 bucks)

(the asian dude gave me the change...and I walked away)

THE ICECREAM WAS GOOD!!! Have you ever tasted a Bluberry, CHOCOLATE, and Strawberry Icecream??? hahaha suck it!

After that we ate Sushiiiii =))

Chicken and Tuna

Then After that embarassing moment in iyoghurt, I remmembered my first Icecream story when I was in year 1. In our school canteen in my old school they sell icecream in a cone. One day in the end of the day I bought one, Then the security gaurd in our school shouted..."RAIZA, your dad is here to pick you up!!!"

My dad rarely picks me up so I was excited...The moment the canteen lady gave me my icecream I ran hastely to the gate, but when I was running with all the force in my small legs I accidentally bumped my ice cream to a guy(i dont know what year he was in) he was soo pissed of. The ice cream when into his polo pocket, I let go of the ice cream and ran.

AFter eating sushi, We window shop... Then went home.

Ride the train to gordon...Then in Gordon..I can feel the heat GRRR..Then there'like a stampede! People were packed! Then In the Bus, We were standing the whole trip. I feel sorry for the old lady sitting in the sits for disabled people, I might accidentally lost my balnce and fall to her..So I was carefull. Then we arrived in hornby....

We ate sushi again!

then Went home and watch 'my neighbour the YAMADAS' then we watched ' Drag me to Hell '.....

after watching movies....I did the English novel thingy....

then I slept.

My sis and I, in the train

"1 FREAKING MARK!"

THAT'S IT! I'M DONE!

Grrrrr! ayoko na....MGA TAO TALAGA MGA SIRA ULO! Wanna play HARD okay.....sige!
pagod na ako sa CAT and DOG games. Onti na lang wala na akong pasensya. Kapag ako napuno, pupuniin din kita. GRRRR! bahala na. Syempre sa lahat ng bagay ako ang pinaka naapektohan kasi ako ang ini-isnab. May phobia na ako sa mga bagay na tulad nyan. Di talaga ako mapakale. GRRRR! ayaw ko na talaga. So~ tired. Parang feeling ko tuloy lahat sila lumalayo, kahit sya lang naman dapat ang mapalayo. WALA talaga akong pakiilam sa iyo! pero GRRRR kinakain ako ng aking katauhan na parang ayaw tumigil at unti unting inuubos ang pasensya ko.

-narcissisticblogger-

"对不起, 죄송합니다, ごめんなさい...TT___TT"

I AM SORRY....

honey!!!

I know you're not going to read this...

but WHO cares....

I am sorry, I'll never do that mistake again...

Love,

Raiza...

BOOBSPAM~!

Grrr......spamming is NOT nice. Ow well...A random person posted this:

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And guess what does the whole thing says? GRRR.....those are sexual advertisements.... that person who posted is mean. But thank you for posting that, you gave my site another HISTORICAL EVENT.

This post by the way is my 50th post.=))

It's my time to sleep noww....BA-BYE!!!


-narcissistciblogger-

BO PEEP BO PEEP BO PEEP OH!

Okay.....something wierd happend to me after school...

at 5.30, I plugged on my earphones and listened to my ipod, I need to go to westfield to buy food. So I walked down the stairs, and then after the song Fire(2ne1), Exactly when I was about to exit in the main door, the song Bo peep bo peep(t-ara) started. Coz I was alone walking in the hall way, I started doing the bo peep dance move, then suddenly our korean neighbour and her boyfriend popped out from no where, I think they saw me dancing.....Ow well! then when I saw them I stopped and act like scratching my hand....

what an embarassing DAE~!


-narcissisticblogger-

SEVEN-DAY PROJECT

It was an epic FAIL.... I stopped...well I gave up.....

My immune system is weak......and it made me more sick.

that's all....

-narcissisticblogger-

So Tired~

I am so tired........


I CBB to type........

-narcissisticblogger-

The seven-day CHALLENGE

The Contender:

An asquith girls high student by day, a cook by night. Too old for game consoles, too young to have a job, and too bitter for anything else, Raiza Lu was looking for a challenge. And in the seven-day project
she found it. Risking her life routine, her school, and her well-being, she has
signed on for a deranged assignment.

7 days. One girl and in a crappy stripped green dress summer uniform.

How far will it go? We can only wait. And wait. And wait...

will she survive???

The seven-day Project. Coming soon to a computer terminal near you.

-narcissisticblogger-

Just Love LYF~

we need to love it eventhough it suxs. Just enjoy every second, moment and etc. Cherish the times that you're with your friends, older sister and with your mum. Dont waste it. Dont worry if you're running out of time...Time doesn't exist. They just evented "time" for people not to be late and arrive in right time and make things more organised. how come people from the past survived without time they're just confused why light is eaten by darkness. In the past

they just say "see you before sunrise" or "the meetting starts after sunset".

I am just tired....

A home made poem in just 12 minuets...

It's The Land Down Under

Somewhere in the world

there's a place that was untold

where our future never fold

and our rights won't be sold

It's the land down under

place of peace forever

when you see the harbour

you'll be fascinated and wonder

From the colours of Union Jack

to vegemite for my snack

Australia is a country not to mock

because it makes my clock tick-tock.

-narcissisticblogger-

(CHF)

When you go to the doctor for check up there are three things that your doctor could say either Good news, bad news or Go back next week. Well I need to go back next week... aside from that I recieved a bad news

Do you know what CHF stands for...?

It is Chronic Heart Failure. My CHF is getting worse and worse and worse. But dont worry Im good. I need to go back for ECG (electrocardiogram) this saturday. So I cant watch "alice and wonderland" in Imax with Sandy and everyone.

The doctors still doesnt know what is the cause of my HF but after the few tests next week they'll know what is it. They said I'm too young to have one,and my BMI is not that bad...

In AGHS no one knows but maybe after reading this post they'll know about it... Just dont worry people, Im not yet in level 1...=) I dont have to tell our PE teacher about that because
I should be physically active all the time as the doctors said, and balance my diet..I dont know how to start though....

The doctor also said that my left ventricle is weak.....

thats all...

--narcisissticblogger--

I cooked rice last thursday in the stove. I was busy doing my maths homework so I forgot that I was cooking something. I also put the burgers in the griller, but instead of turning the griller on I turned on the oven in 182 degrees. The rice was cooking in the stove(high fire) for about 35 min. and then I left the oven on for 40 min. While I was busy drawing the manga for japanese, I smelled something burning then I went to the kitchen, I thought the oven was on fire I didnt saw the rice...so after 10 min. I noticed the rice. GEEZ...Im so stupeeed! Im glad my mum didnt get angry.

so that night no one ate rice.

-narcisissticblogger-

Tatoo~!

I got the idea from the movie "500 days of summer"

I'm TOASTED~!

I was literally TOASTED. We had two freaking periods of sports, we were sunbating/playing softball. I can barely hit the ball. It's really an exhausting day. We dont have that much homework so it's alright. Last week I learnt how to say " I fed my dog with cat food." in two chinese dialects, Cantonese and Mandarin. The pronunciation is a bit hard, but I can still say it though. This week my targeted languages are: Korean, Russian, Hindi, Japanese, Spanish, French, German! I hope I'm still alive after this week.=)













This was my bread THIS morning:








That bread is not enough toasted. I think our toaster has a problem.





This was my bread YESTERDAY morning:












My mum said its bad to eat over toasted bread because it's carcinogenic. So I did'nt eat it and I cant be bothered to toast another one so I didnt eat breakfast..=)