Tuesday, January 19, 2010

Wierd Dream

I dreamt of something weird last night, not just weird but very bizarre. My dream was, I joined Americas Next Top Model. I’m the shortest and the SEXIEST one. They’re all skinny and freakishly tall. And Tyra asked why am I there, I said in tagalong “NAGBABAKASAKALI LANG…” hahahahahh. Then she look liked she understand it, then her face’s reaction was “nagbabakasakali ka pa”. Hahahahah. It’s odd that I answered her question in Tagalog. Dreams are really surreal. Then she announced that I’m in the top 20, I went to our house to pack my things up and Mr. Dream guy was there in my room, he’s so cute. He was there while I am packing my things up. I’m rushing so I wasn’t able to talk to him that much, I turned on the PC, I don’t know why I did that, then he’s “I’m mobile” in MSN. My sister used it while I’m looking in my cabinet, I never knew that I have a lot of dresses, I also have the white dress of the GG in the MV of Chocolate love. Then I went to PC to check something then I saw my sister chatting with Mr. Dream guy, my sister pretended that I’m the one who’s chatting with, and I saw my sister said, “I love you”. Then I ran to my room and said to “My sister said that, that wasn’t me”. He looks like he’s upset. GEEZ! I got to go. The first photo shoot was, we’re the photographer in the photo, we’ll carry the big SLR with huge Lenses. Then that’s the end of my dream.

"goodbye beautiful"

THAT person always say “goodbye beautiful” every time we part.

Onetime I told THAT person I should reduce weight, THAT person said I shouldn’t. THAT person said I’m not fat, my body is fine.

THAT person said I’m the most beautiful girl, not only physically but also deep inside. Every time THAT person says that it makes me smile.

THAT person also says, “can I sit beside you pretty girl?”. Every time I hear that I shiver , because I feel the sweetness….

Unfortunately I banned myself of having any relationship for a while. I should study first, then after studying I have to work so maybe, I could have a love life if I’m already successful and happy.

I wrote this in the last page of my math notebook:

You’re the guy that makes me laugh.

You’re the guy that brightens up my day.

You’re the guy who sings my favorite songs even though you’re out of tune.

You’re the guy who gives happiness in my gloomy life.

You’re the guy who hugs tight me like a cuddly teddy bear.

You’re the guy who treats me like a little girl when I’m sad.

You’re the guy who’s my happiness buddy every time I feel alone.

You’re the guy who will wait for me patiently and even help me choose clothes when I’m shopping.

You’re the guy who wipes my face if I left some recess on my face.

You’re the guy that’s like Michael Angelo who tries to help me mix the paint in my palette to aim my favorite colour.

You’re the guy who asks me if I need his help in answering a mathematical equation even though I already finish the answering equation five minutes ago.

You’re the guy who acts stupidly in public just to make me laugh.

You’re the guy who gives me your chair in wood work class and act as if you have an invisible chair.

You’re the guy who IMs me in MSN, million times saying how much you loves me.

You’re the guy who walks with me after school and gives me a “goodbye” hug.

You’re the guy who holds my hand and never lets it go.

You’re the guy who thinks my imperfectness is perfect.

You’re the guy who asks people where I am immediately when I lost in your sight.

You’re the guy who makes my life perfect.

You’re the guy who always reminds me these words “I will love you until the end, no matter what happens”

Monday, January 18, 2010

I'm sorry, I CAN"T HELP IT!

“Why do u always let the ending of YOUR story a tragic one??? you shouldnt let that happen to every story of your life. We're still young and what are you doing to your stories. It shouldnt be like this. Im dissapointed. There's always chapter XVII another chapter to end up your story in the positive point. I didnt read this whole post only the first and the end. I cant be bothered reading the the middle bits because middle bits are the happy part(sometimes it ends up boring but for the writer those are one of the best stories ever told). I know you wont agree with my view, but you're putting yourself inside the box.

email me.....”

This was my comment to my fellow blogger because of her stories. I don’t have the right to comment such thing but Im really worried. If a she says that “happiness will end up sadly” why can’t she make it vice versa? In my point of view every SAD STORY HAS A HAPPY ENDING. I read a book which is entitled: The Secrets by Rhonda Byrne. She talked about the Laws of Attraction. Okay I’ll give you an example: You woke up in the morning and you said to yourself “this is going to be a great day” and you’ll always remind yourself that its going to be great then your day will end up great, simple as that. Life is really simple but people think that it’s as complicated as a rubiks cube. Solving a rubiks cube isn’t COMPLICATED at all. If you’ll believe in yourself and with your goals, everything will end up great. You’ll be successful. In every deadline, every due dates, in every THING Laws of attraction works even though you’re not aware of it taking place.

Im not posting this thing because for my fellow blogger, however Im posting this for everyone to WAKE UP!

“don’t stop and keep your ass moving”

-Narcissisticblogger-

Thursday, January 14, 2010

HISTORY OF RUBIK'S

There is only 1 correct answer and 43 quintillion wrong ones for Rubik's Cube. God's algorithm is the answer that solves the puzzle in the least number of moves. One eighth of the world's population has laid hands on 'The Cube', the most popular puzzle in history and the colorful brainchild of Erno Rubik.

Enter Erno Rubik

Erno Rubik was born in Budapest, Hungary during World War II. His mother was a poet, his father an aircraft engineer who started a company to build gliders. Rubik studied sculpture in college, but after graduating, he went back to learn architecture at a small college called the Academy of Applied Arts and Design. He remained there after his studies to teach interior design.

The Cube

Rubik's initial attraction to inventing the Cube was not in producing the best selling toy puzzle in history. The structural design problem interested Rubik; he asked, "How could the blocks move independently without falling apart?" In Rubik's Cube, twenty-six individual little cubes or cubies make up the big Cube. Each layer of nine cubies can twist and the layers can overlap. Any three squares in a row, except diagonally, can join a new layer. Rubik's initial attempt to use elastic bands failed, his solution was to have the blocks hold themselves together by their shape. Rubik hand carved and assembled the little cubies together. He marked each side of the big Cube with adhesive paper of a different color, and started twisting.

An Inventor Dreams

"It was wonderful, to see how, after only a few turns, the colors became mixed, apparently in random fashion. It was tremendously satisfying to watch this color parade. Like after a nice walk when you have seen many lovely sights you decide to go home, after a while I decided it was time to go home, let us put the cubes back in order. And it was at that moment that I came face to face with the Big Challenge: What is the way home?" - Erno Rubik

That was how the Cube as a puzzle, was invented in the spring of 1974, when the twenty-nine year old Rubik discovered it was not so easy to realign the colors to match on all six sides. He was not sure he would ever be able to return his invention to its original position. He theorized that by randomly twisting the Cube he would never be able to fix it in a lifetime, which later turns out to be more than correct. He began working out a solution, starting with aligning the eight corner cubies. He discovered certain sequences of moves for rearranging just a few cubies at a time. Within a month, he had the puzzle solved and an amazing journey lay ahead..

First Patent

Rubik applied for his Hungarian patent in January 1975 and left his invention with a small toy making cooperative in Budapest. The patent approval finally came in early 1977 and the first Cubes appeared at the end of 1977. By this time, Erno Rubik was married.

Two other people applied for similar patents at about the same time as Rubik. Terutoshi Ishige applied a year after Rubik, for a Japanese patent on a very similar cube. An American, Larry Nichols, patented a cube before Rubik, held together with magnets. Nichols' toy was rejected by all toy companies, including the Ideal Toy Corporation, which later bought the rights to Rubik's Cube.

Sales of the Rubik's Cube were sluggish until Hungarian businessman Tibor Laczi discovered the Cube. While having a coffee, he spied a waiter playing with the toy. Laczi an amateur mathematician was impressed. The next day he went to the state trading company, Konsumex, and asked permission to sell the Cube in the West.

Tibor Laczi on Meeting Erno Rubik

''When Rubik first walked into the room I felt like giving him some money,'' he says. ''He looked like a beggar. He was terribly dressed, and he had a cheap Hungarian cigarette hanging out of his mouth. But I knew I had a genius on my hands. I told him we could sell millions.'' - Tibor Laczi on meeting Erno Rubik

Nuremberg Toy Fair

Laczi proceeded to demonstrate the Cube at the Nuremberg toy fair, but not as an official exhibitor. Laczi walked around the fair playing with a Cube and managed to meet British toy expert Tom Kremer. Kremer thought Rubik's Cube was the wonder of the world. He later arranged an order for a million Cubes with Ideal Toy.

What's in a Name

Rubik's Cube was first called the Magic Cube (Buvuos Kocka) in Hungary. The puzzle had not been patented internationally within a year of the original patent. Patent law then prevented the possibility of an international patent. Ideal Toy wanted at least a recognizable name to copyright; of course, that arrangement put Rubik in the spotlight because the Magic Cube was renamed after its inventor.

Red Millionaire

Erno Rubik became the first self-made millionaire from the communist block. The eighties and Rubik's Cube went well together. Cubic Rubes (the name of cube fans) formed clubs to play and study solutions. A sixteen-year-old Vietnamese high school student from Los Angeles, Minh Thai won the world championship in Budapest (June 1982) by unscrambling a Cube in 22.95 seconds. The unofficial speed records may be ten seconds or less. Human experts now solve the puzzle in 24-28 moves on a regular basis.

Erno Rubik has established a foundation to help promising inventors in Hungary. He also runs the Rubik Studio, which employs a dozen people to design furniture and toys. Rubik has produced several other toys, including Rubik's Snake. He has plans to start designing computer games and continues to develop his theories on geometric structures. Seven Towns Ltd. currently holds the rights to Rubik's Cube.

bibliography:

CUBEhttp://inventors.about.com/od/rstartinventions/a/Rubik_Cube_2.htm

Just read it!




While I’m sitting in front of the desktop an unpredictable thought inside my empty mind suddenly popped out to write something nonsense again. As of now, it’s annoying when you are trying to write something at the same time you’re listening to music (I’m listening “소녀시대 – 힘내! (Way to go)" -So Nyuh Shi Dae/Girls’ Generation/소녀시대). I don’t want to stop the song. The song makes me happy. I can’t believe I’m listening to a song that I can barely understand. I like the impulse of the beat and rhythm, only the beat and rhythm because that’s the only thing I can sing(oh, I can also sing those English words they insert even though sometimes the phrases were no sense like me), I still research about the lyrics but I’m not sure if it’s the correct translation. HONESTLY, I’m addicted with Kpop at this moment. I don’t know if this thing will last long. I’m tired of listening to those crappy songs from America. I just tried to listen to something unusual. The first time I tried to listen to those songs again and again. I learnt to love it. Then starting that day every time I turn on the desktop, I open itunes and listen to those amazing songs, and google for English translations. I even tried to play it in my guitar. Well I wasn’t able to find the chords so I tried to improvise the chords. The chords I made weren’t that good but at least I can play it. I wish I can speak and understand Korean, I’m jealous with my fellow blogger because she can write. I can’t believe I’m saying those stuffs. I am really really interested with Korean and Chinese I don’t know why. Now I like Kpop, I realized the good beat and rhythm I hear. I’m not that late for me to LOVE and idolize kpop artists. right?

Thursday, January 7, 2010

I composed a NEW song....



Ayoko Na

Chords: C F C F

Oh,Bat ngayon nakasimangot ka?
Totoo naman na manloloko ka...
sinabi ko lang saiyo ang katotohanan
galit ka ba kasi alam ko na?
...............(Am) (A7)
sira ulo ka, TALAGA!

Chorus:
Chords: F C F C

Ayoko na, Ayoko na, ayoko na!
hindi na ako maniniwala.
puro kasi kasinungaling lang yang mga yan.....

oh, oh, oh..ooooooohh....oooh.....

Chords: C F C F

Noon pa alam ko na,
na gago ka!
Huwag na wag ka ng magpapakita saakin
kasing pangit ng iyong mukha ang iyong ugali!
................(Am) (A7)
Tarantado ka, TALAGA!

Chorus:
Chords: F C F C

Ayoko na, ayoko na, ayoko na!
sinungaling ka...
sabi mo pa noon na ko lang naman ang iyong minamahal!
PEEEERRROOOOO......sino sya????
Talk sh*t ka talaga!
mamatay ka na sana ang pangit mo!!!

Ayoko na, Ayoko na, Ayoko na...(3x)


~narcisissticblogger~

(please dont play the video if your eardrums arent ready, and please dont ask if to whom I dedicate the song. And last thing please dont judge my voice, I am just a composer and song writer, not a singer, thank u)